Im outside in the night, sitting on the terrace, it is so wonderful. Warm, soft air, blowing across, holding me, into my hair, cooling my body that feels still too hot… quiet, slowly loud, rumbling storm… growing somewhere not too far. Trees, I love their thousands leaves moving and rattling. Lightning lights up the whole sky at once. I feel so sad- I miss you…. I miss you for months now,
I love everything about you
I am in love with you
Only you, you you you- all of you
I pray
I tak with god with gods
I hope
I plan
I feel
I imagine
I trust
I wait
I magic
I want you but you are just out of my reach
I want your baby
I want it more then anything else, my babies, our babies
You are my heaven
You are my everything
I found in you everything
